Child Sexual Abuse

 

 

 

He was forty

I told my mom

She said shhhh

You will spoil the family name

 

I was confused

I thought he was spoiling me, making me do dirty

But, I was spoiling the family name?

 

I dreaded the touch

I dreaded the man

 

Slowly and gradually I dreaded all the men

I hated my mom, i hated all women

 

I basically hated the whol

e damned world

And slowly I started to hate myself

 

I thought I would be better off dead

But I didn’t do it, coz I would spoil the family name again

 

To dim the pain, I cut, I cry, I spew venom within

 

But, I want my mom

to know I didn’t spoil the family name

The family spoiled me !!!!